{"product_id":"9781646222063","title":"I Keep My Exoskeletons to Myself: A Novel","description":"\u003cb\u003eWinner of the Lambda Literary Award for LGBTQ+ Speculative Fiction\u003ci\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eDept. of Speculation \u003c\/i\u003emeets \u003ci\u003eBlack Mirror\u003c\/i\u003e in this lyrical, speculative debut about a queer mother raising her daughter in an unjust surveillance state\u003c\/b\u003e\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eIn a United States not so unlike our own, the Department of Balance has adopted a radical new form of law enforcement: rather than incarceration, wrongdoers are given a second (and sometimes, third, fourth, and fifth) shadow as a reminder of their crime—and a warning to those they encounter. Within the Department, corruption and prejudice run rampant, giving rise to an underclass of so-called Shadesters who are disenfranchised, publicly shamed, and deprived of civil rights protections.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eKris is a Shadester and a new mother to a baby born with a second shadow of her own. Grieving the loss of her wife and thoroughly unprepared for the reality of raising a child alone, Kris teeters on the edge of collapse, fumbling in a daze of alcohol, shame, and self-loathing. Yet as the kid grows, Kris finds her footing, raising a child whose irrepressible spark cannot be dampened by the harsh realities of the world. She can’t forget her wife, but with time, she can make a new life for herself and the kid, supported by a community of fellow misfits who defy the Department to lift one another up in solidarity and hope.\u003cbr\u003e\u003cbr\u003eWith a first-person register reminiscent of the fierce self-disclosure of Sheila Heti and the poetic precision of Ocean Vuong, \u003ci\u003eI Keep My Exoskeletons to Myself \u003c\/i\u003eis a bold debut novel that examines the long shadow of grief, the hard work of parenting, and the power of queer resistance.","brand":"Catapult","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42370029387837,"sku":"9781646222063","price":17.95,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":false}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0603\/0838\/9949\/files\/9781646222063_p0.jpg?v=1771564402","url":"https:\/\/www.tatteredcover.mom\/products\/9781646222063","provider":"Tattered Cover","version":"1.0","type":"link"}